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Monday, May 2, 2011

It's been a long while...and boy has life been weird!

     Well, its been what seems like forever since I have posted anything on here.  I've done some stupid regrettable things and some pretty amazing things.  I am now the one in charge of my roller coaster ride of life!  I decide what's best for me, what will make me happy.  Throughout I keep in mind my beautiful little girl!  My life is her life & vice versa.
"Spiderweb Blankie"
     The stupid mistake I made was getting back with an ex-boyfriend for about a month.  What a waste of my time!  I have absolutely no idea what I was thinking!  Oh well, it ended, I wasn't hurt in the least.  Exes are seriously exes for a reason, in some cases for multiple reasons.
     I've been working on lots of different crochet projects as well.  I made my daughter a skirt & top.  I also made her a jacob's ladder round blanket, aka the "spiderweb blankie."  I've also made some amazing and cute hats!  Currently I am working on two blankets.  One is a black & tan granny square and the other is a 16 point star.  I get burnt out on one & swap to the other.  I'm about to start making hats to sell to people.
     As far as work goes, it falls into the "hate" category at the moment.  I do not like what they've got me teaching or the students that I'm teaching.  I used to love my job!  This year most days I HATE it and want to strangle someone or multiple someones!!!  I tried to get a dean to help me one day because I was at my wits end with one of my classes and the dean had the audacity to ask me what I wanted him to do!  I almost told him what he could do!  I'm so tired of all the B.S. in the K-12 education system here in Florida.  It's not going to get any better either!
     I'm currently looking into trying to do something else, namely looking into teaching at a college, where the students are there because they want to be, they're not total idiots, and I can kick them out of my class for pissing me off without fear of mommy & daddy bitching about it!  They don't pay me enough to put up with all the crap I do on a daily basis.  Some days I just want to go all Abby Scuito on them!  I know forensics so I could so get away with it!  But enough complaining.  Life goes on, and I will deal with it and overcome it!
       Enough playing catch up for one night!  Time for some House then bed!