I feel like I'm losing my mind

     So now its Thursday.  It's been a week.  Still having issues, still can't get the brain to shut down when I am not busy.  I'm starting to run out of things to do!  My house is fixing to be entirely clean!  I just have to do a little cleaning/straightening in my room, then put away some DVDs, and its done.  It's rainy weather here so I can't do any kind of yard work, although there is not much that needs to be done there.  I think I am going to go take a nice hot relaxing bubble bath when I am done here.

     I will probably chill out and read a book followed by some Gilmore Girls.  I've started re-watching the series to keep me occupied sometimes.  Currently on the second season. :)  I forgot how much I liked this show.  Facebook has also been a pretty good distraction, most of the time anyway.  Yesterday I finally closed out the open chat window I've had open since mid-August.  

     Having awesome friends both local and far away has also helped.  Their care & support has been very key to me not going completely psycho! Plus I had fun last night with knittinglitemom and Bamfio.  Drinks and crazy Facebook comments!  Finally starting to feel like I can get through this, whatever this is.  I was even able to start my crocheting again.  Plus I think I'm going to start a baby blanket for one of my students that is about to become a father.

     So today, my mood is best suited by the song "World So Cold" by Three Days Grace.  Missing my girl!

"World So Cold"

Three Days Grace

I never thought

I'd feel this

Guilty and I'm

Broken down inside

Living with myself

Nothing but lies

I always thought

I'd make it

But never knew I'd

Let it get so bad

Living with myself

Is all I have

I feel numb

I can't come to life

I feel like

I'm frozen in time

Living in a

World so cold

Wasted away

Living in a shell

With no soul

Since you've gone away

Living in a world so cold

Counting the days

Since you've gone away

Do you ever feel me

Do you ever look

Deep down inside

Staring at yourself

Paralyzed

I feel numb

I can't come to life

I feel like

I'm frozen in time

Living in a

World so cold

Wasted away

Living in a shell

With no soul

Since you've gone away

Living in a world so cold

Counting the days

Since you've gone away

You've gone away from me

I'm too young

To lose my soul

I'm too young

To feel this old

So long

I'm left behind

I feel like

I'm losing my mind

Do you ever feel me

Do you ever look

Deep down inside

Staring at your life

Paralyzed

Living in a

World so cold

Wasted away

Living in a shell

With no soul

Since you've gone away

Living in a world so cold

Counting the days

Since you've gone away

I'm too young [x2]