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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Sometimes we have to decide if we're turning the page or closing the entire book!

To turn the page or close the book?
That is the question.
  An individual can only take so much before they just loose it and crack!  Or just say fuck it and move on!  Even if the situation/circumstance is legitimate and not really anyones fault.  I stole the title for this from one of my friends because it very much describes my state of mind at the moment.
     Should I turn the page and see where the story goes?  Or is the story at a point that is beyond redemption, so the book should just be closed and put on the shelf of my memory?  I honestly can not decide what to do with this book!  Its interesting and definitely not boring, a fun exciting read for the most part.  The downside is that its extremely hard to find time to read this book!  If its not one thing, its another!  If it was a movie it would be on pause or a crazy psychotic ground hog day loop!  You can only read/watch the same thing so many times before it starts driving you insane no matter how good the rest of the storyline is.
     You can only ask/hope for something for so long before you just give up asking/trying.  Relationships will ultimately fail if they are one-sided, this applies to both friends and significant others.  If someone wants to be a part of your life, especially a significant part, they need to make an effort to stay in it!  They need to do what it takes to get rid of the same old scene.  Neither of you can be truly happy reading the same thing over and over, day after day, night after night.  Somehow, someway it needs to be fixed.  And quickly!  The story needs to continue!  Otherwise its time to close the fucking book!
     

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