It's been a long while...and boy has life been weird!

     Well, its been what seems like forever since I have posted anything on here.  I've done some stupid regrettable things and some pretty amazing things.  I am now the one in charge of my roller coaster ride of life!  I decide what's best for me, what will make me happy.  Throughout I keep in mind my beautiful little girl!  My life is her life & vice versa.

"Spiderweb Blankie"

     The stupid mistake I made was getting back with an ex-boyfriend for about a month.  What a waste of my time!  I have absolutely no idea what I was thinking!  Oh well, it ended, I wasn't hurt in the least.  Exes are seriously exes for a reason, in some cases for multiple reasons.

     I've been working on lots of different crochet projects as well.  I made my daughter a skirt & top.  I also made her a jacob's ladder round blanket, aka the "spiderweb blankie."  I've also made some amazing and cute hats!  Currently I am working on two blankets.  One is a black & tan granny square and the other is a 16 point star.  I get burnt out on one & swap to the other.  I'm about to start making hats to sell to people.

     As far as work goes, it falls into the "hate" category at the moment.  I do not like what they've got me teaching or the students that I'm teaching.  I used to love my job!  This year most days I HATE it and want to strangle someone or multiple someones!!!  I tried to get a dean to help me one day because I was at my wits end with one of my classes and the dean had the audacity to ask me what I wanted him to do!  I almost told him what he could do!  I'm so tired of all the B.S. in the K-12 education system here in Florida.  It's not going to get any better either!

     I'm currently looking into trying to do something else, namely looking into teaching at a college, where the students are there because they want to be, they're not total idiots, and I can kick them out of my class for pissing me off without fear of mommy & daddy bitching about it!  They don't pay me enough to put up with all the crap I do on a daily basis.  Some days I just want to go all Abby Scuito on them!  I know forensics so I could so get away with it!  But enough complaining.  Life goes on, and I will deal with it and overcome it!

       Enough playing catch up for one night!  Time for some House then bed!

You bring the duct tape, I've got the shovels and plenty of places to hide the bodies!

     The shear audacity and stupidity of some people never ceases to amaze me!  I mean really!  You are a parent! Grow the fuck up and be responsible!  When you become a parent, your life is not your own anymore.  There is a little boy or girl that is totally dependent on you for everything.  Every decision you make affects the child!  When a child is in the picture you can pretty much kiss your life goodbye for the next 18 years.

     Children subject to a divorce between the parents have an especially difficult time.  Some people use them as pawns, others use them as bargaining chips, financial or otherwise, while some just don't give a shit!  It is the children who end up suffering the most, along with the better parent in the relationship, whether it be the mother or the father.  

     What also amazes me is the fact that when infidelity is involved in the relationship/marriage, which lead to the end of said relationship/marriage, when the person who was not unfaithful finally moves on and starts dating again all hell seems to break loose in one way or another!  Most likely because these cheating individuals with no morals don't think the other person is capable of moving on.  Whats good for one is good for the other I say!  If you are one of the unfaithful, you do not have the right to fucking judge the other person when they finally find someone to be with!  Who the fuck are you to judge anyway?  You're the piece of shit that cheated, destroyed a relationship and/or family (or in some cases families), and left!  You have no say in the matter!  And for you to pull some bullshit when the good parent moves on with someone who is a much better person/parent than you ever were or could ever hope to be?  Pffft!  You are a moron!  You should be eliminated from the gene pool!

     Also, who are you to assume that the person you left has no life?  Are you kidding me?  Just because you ripped someone apart doesn't mean they will be broken forever, or for long.  So, to all you bitches, bastards, and assholes in general out there I leave you with the following: 1. Mind your own fucking business.  2. Be a good parent or don't be a parent at all.  3. Stop with the fucking drama, bullshit and lies. 4.  Grow the fuck up or prepare to meet Jesus, or as will most likely be the case, the other guy, on my terms!!!!!!  I've got friends, duct tape, shovels, and I know how not to leave behind any evidence!  Your choice!  Choose wisely!